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HELP !!!!!

i am totally DEFYING GRAVITY right now :'(

i want but its too extreme
i am happy but its frustrating
i laugh but its confusing
i know its wrong but its just flow trough my life

its definitely...AAARRRRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!

as long as...


It is okay for me to not know the whole story.
I just wanna live this life as straight as I can.
Whatever all of you said and did.
I just don’t want this chain break.
As long as we believe each other.
That’s more than enough for me.

hehehehe

pengen senyam-senyum terus
biarpun masih banyak tugas menanti, tapi saya senanggg X)
jadi pengen upload foto, hehe 
 
 
*maaf ini postingan geje, saya lagi gila XD

be positive

yakin bisa!
yakin selesai!
yakin sukses!
keep positive thinking!
keep moving forward! 

ya ALLAH tabahkan hati hamba Mu ini, amin.

Dug!

sudah dua hari mata kiri ku biru!
wow!
jangan salah paham dulu, ini bukan karena eyeshadow, tapi ini karena kejedot!
kejedot layar laptop!
baru denger kan?

huwee, sampai sekarang masih nyut-nyut rasanya.
kalo mau nengok ke atas juga rasanya sakit.
padahal udah ga bengkak lagi, tapi warna birunya belum hilang.
emang seh aku suka warna biru, tapi ya tetep aja yang namanya sakit mana aku suka :(
kata mas ku di kompres air hangat, tapi karena malas bikin air panas (padahal tinggal nyolokin kabel dispenser doang) jadinya sekarang mataku masih nyut-nyutan.
tapi tadi aku di suruh beli obat Dexametason, katanya seh buat anti radang.
dikirain obat oles eh ga taunya obat minum.
alhasil aku kembali ke masa lalu, slalu minum obat (biasa dulu hobinya sakit-sakitan, nah lo?)
yah, semoga obatnya mujarab, dapat menghilangkan nyut-nyutan dan lebamnya.
aminnnn

freak out!

and now they are talking about me :(
 please don't judge me bad friends, i can make it right, just wait patiently.

de.wasa

maaf yaa hatiku, kamu ku bikin nangis lagi.
maaf.
 
kejadian 2 tahun lalu sama kejadian sekarang ga ada bedanya.
sama aja.
nguras tenaga banget.
 
mungkin ini tandanya aku masih belum dewasa.
 
sebenernya bisa didapetin dimana seh yang namanya dewasa itu?
andai bisa dibeli di Indomaret ato apalah, aku pasti segera menyerbu tempat itu.
kepingin ngerasain dewasa walaupun hanya sedikit.
 
dewasa itu bisa diliat darimana seh?
dari fisik? ato dari pikiranya?
beli macem-macem aksesoris cewe gitu baru bisa dibilang dewasa?
bukannya itu buang-buang uang ya?
 ato maaf di liat dari body nya?
masa seh?
 
banyak temen yang sering bilang aku masih anak-anak.
sebenernya kriteria dewasa mereka itu seperti apa seh?
apa perlu aku bikin kuisioner "apa kriteria dewasa menurut Anda?" ke mereka? ato malah ngasih selebaran "Mari beramai-ramai membuat aku dewasa" di lampu merah?
 
aku ya aku.
kalian ya kalian.
 
biarin aku dewasa menurut caraku sendiri.
aku juga bakalan biarin kalian menjadi dewasa dengan cara kalian sendiri.
 
*peace for all, coz this is just my feeling, hope it don't hurt any of you*

mamayukeroooo~

random question,
random answer,
just stuck in that room,
stop it!
mamayukeroooo~

just be yourself,
don't be anyone else,
just proud of who you are,
be strong!

mamayukeroooo~


clearing the situation

bukan SUKA tapi GR XP

foto-foto narsis

 
stress ngerjain tugas, belum mandi, belum makan, tapi malah foto-foto,hehe >_<
 
kalo yang ini udah mandi, tapi masih blum makan
 
 ceritanya lagi dengerin musik pake headphone, tapi kabelnya ga dicolokin :3

 cilukbaa...

 pake highheels 'sapi' nya DJ (kegedean XD)

 biarpun tidur, tapi narsis tetep jalann, yoyoy X)

 bareng sapi UB

2NE1 - Lonely

lagi tertarik sama lagu ini, coz I'm so Lonely...

jigeum naega haneun yaegi
neol apeuge halji molla
ama nal jukdorok miwohage doel kkeoya

naega yejeon gatji antadeon ne mal
modu teullin mareun aniya
nado byeonhaebeorin naega nat seolgimanhae

neomu chakhan neonde neon geudaeroinde Oh

I don’t know I don’t know
naega wae ireoneunji

geutorok saranghaenneunde neon yeogi inneunde Oh

I don’t know
ije nal chatgo sipeo

Baby I’m sorry neowa isseodo nan lonely
saranghagin naega bujokhanga bwa
ireon motnan nal yongseohae

I’m sorry ige neowa naui story
sarangiran naegen gwabunhanga bwa
ne gyeote isseodo

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

nega jalmotan ge anya
naega isanghan geoya
imi orae jeonbuteo nan junbi haenna bwa ibyeoreul

jeongmal jalhaejugo sipeonneunde
hapil sarang apeseoneun wae
ireoke haneobsi jagajigo oerounji

neomu chakhan neonde neon geudaeroinde Oh

I don’t know I don’t know
naega wae ireoneunji

geutorok saranghaenneunde neon yeogi inneunde Oh

I don’t know
ije nal chatgo sipeo

Baby I’m sorry neowa isseodo nan lonely
saranghagin naega bujokhanga bwa
ireon motnan nal yongseohae

I’m sorry ige neowa naui story
sarangiran naegen gwabunhanga bwa
ne gyeote isseodo

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Cuz I’m just another girl
i bami werowo nan
deoneun gyeondil su eobseo good bye

Cuz I’m just another girl
neomuna werowo
jigeum ne gyeote isseodo baby I’m so lonely

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

translate:
The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you
They’ll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one
It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Cuz I’m just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can’t take any more, Good bye
Cuz I’m just another girl
I’m so lonely
Even though I’m by your side right now
Baby I’m so lonely
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely

20th century girl


20 tahun jadi orang aneh rasanya bikin bosan, sekarang pengen jadi orang berguna.
pengen bahagiain orang tua dengan ip yang bagus (di atas 3 lah kalo bisa).
pengen cepet ndut (masa ga ada perkembangan seh dari SMA?)
pengen cepet lulus (biar cepet kuliah S2, amin)
pengen cepet dapet pacar (biar malem minggu ga ngerjain tugas mulu, hha)
pengen kue tart dari donat yang ditumpuk-tumpuk (maklum, fans kue bolong)
pengen minum susu HiLo teen (biar cepet tinggi, tapi sekarang udah 20 tahun, ga boleh deh)
pengen ini
pengen itu
banyak sekaliii~


happy birthday

happy silent day
happy sleep day
happy lonely day